October 18th Sunday.

Jesse went for a sleepover last night at Damians, its 2.37pm and hes still out with Damian. Loved having my early night last night and chilled out day.

My cat, Sol, has gone for my dog again so hes currently locked in the kitchen. I am so fed up of being scared of a cat. They're vicious little bastards arent they?

Hes got a follow up appointment tomorrow at 4pm to check where he had surgery, then I think im going to let him outside. I can't live like this anymore. Its been going on now for over 3 weeks.

Ive just had myself a hot shower and got back into some clean pjs. Take away for tea I think.

Can't wait go bed and lock myself in my room away from the cat.

Jesse breaks up Thursday for Halloween half term. Can't wait for a week of lie ins.

You know what, im not feeling too bad. Im sat with Jasper, he went out last night and rolled in at 4am this morning. 

Im hooked on The Mentalist, its all ive been watching the past few days.

The weekends go by so fast, 2 lie ins arent enough for how tired I am. Im always tired. I start work after half term and im absolutely shitting myself. Im worried about getting back in time for Jesse. On a Friday he finishes at half 2 and I finish at half 2, so need to sort after school club out for him I think. Hope im doing the right thing going back into work. I feel sick thinking about it, but im sure ill be ok..