June 28th Sunday.

Packed mine and Jesse's holiday stuff today. We're only taking hand luggage because we're only away for 6 days. Weve got plenty to take and it fits in our hand luggage bags perfectly. That way we dont have to check anything in at the airport, straight to security. Ive just shaved my legs and sliced one of them open fuck sake. Ive put a plaster on and the blood is seeping through. Made a right mess of my leg, just in time for holiday, perfect!. 3 days to go. This time next week ill be sat by the pool catching some rays of sunshine. From booking it last year, its come around so fast. Im excited and nervous. 

Was going go see my friends today, but ive cancelled. Decided do my packing instead. Ive not changed any money, im just going pay on my phone for things. Do I need tell the bank im going away? Will my card get frozen? I didn't think about that. Im just over thinking everything. Im nervous. Like I said its been a few years since ive been abroad. Im sure ill be fine with Jasper's help.

Jesse's dead excited, he asks me everyday how many days have we got left till we go on the airplane haha. Hes got 2 days to do at school and then thats it for a week.

I feel so tired today, can't wait go bed. I watched the first half of the England game last night then turned it off, and then they scored 2 goals, bloody typical. 

Jesse's still with Damian. Ive hoovered my bedroom and thats it.

I dont feel too bad today, mentally speaking. Ive been taking my medication properly and im doing ok.

Going find something watch on Netflix or Prime and wait for Jasper and Jesse to come home.