September 2nd Tuesday.

Feel so much better today, woke up 3 minutes before my alarm was due to go off which annoyed me haha. Jesse's first day in year 5. Can't believe he's in year 5, my last baby. I went the cafe and saw all my friends and had a catch up and a cup of tea. Went Asda and did some shopping child free. It was bliss. Got back home and walked my dog. I'm doing ok. Jensen gets back home late tomorrow night. Can't wait see him, ive missed his face. I'm just drinking a Monster energy drink and then ill do some cleaning. Thank god I feel better today, yesterday was a bad day mentally. Seeing all the suicide posts on Facebook triggered me, but I made it through the day. I'm a bit tired so im contemplating a nap unless this energy drink gives me some energy. Can you believe its September already. This year has flown. I'm hoping now im back doing the school run I'll lose some weight with all the walking I'll be doing. Fingers crossed. Just weighed myself and the scales say ive gained 2kg how the fuck is that possible overnight? Oh well, back to calorie counting. Maybe this is the weight im just meant to be. I'll keep trying lose weight and hopefully now im walking more it'll come off.