June 17th Tuesday.

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I didn't take Jesse school yesterday and here's why, i was having a Dyson fan delivered in-between 7am and 10am, so I thought to myself I'll take Jesse in late. My fan cost £300 so I wasn't about to leave it on my doorstep. Anyway my fan arrived about 10am and then I couldn't be bothered to take Jesse school. Anyway, i had the best night's sleep last night because of my new fan. Yes I know its expensive, but come on, I don't drink, I barely leave the house and im going through the Menopause. It made me happy and that's the main thing.
Anyway, I've taken Jesse school today so that's good. My friend said they've got 4 weeks left until the 6 week holidays. I'm dreading the holidays. I need to arrange do things with Jesse whilst he's off. 
Ive just been Asda and done a healthy food shop. Fresh meats, veg and fruit, instead of my usual chocolate bar. I really want to lose some weight. Ive also brought a crate of water instead of my usual crate of fizzy pop. 
I don't feel too bad today mentally speaking. I'm doing ok. I mean, I'd still be happy if I dropped dead but im also happy that im alive and feeling a bit better than I have been feeling.
I'm just doing a load of washing so I can peg it outside.
I'm on the ball today! 

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