April 14th Monday.

I didn't go church yesterday but I wish I had. I chose a lie in. 

My friend Rachael came across for a few hours, I spent the day in my pj's. You know you're long time friends when you don't have to get dressed to see each other. Rachael and i have known each other since primary school, we grew up together. She's on dating sites and going on dates and I keep thinking about joining but something is stopping me and I don't know what it is. I just keep thinking I'm too mentally unwell to be dating, but the night times get lonely some times. I'll join one day I'm sure, just not yet.

I've just had a bath and washed my hair. I'm getting my roots done Thursday ready for my baptism Sunday. It's coming around so fast. I'm meeting my sister tomorrow to take all the kids Inflato, so that'll be nice. Not seen my sister for ages. 

I've got no plans for today so I've gotten into fresh pj's after my bath. Whilst lying in the bath I had my eyes on a spider that was crawling up the wall. Had to keep watching it as I washed my hair so it didn't end up in the bath with me. I really need to clean my bathroom but I really can't be bothered so I'll do it another day. 

I'm on season 3 of Power on Netflix. It's really good, but it's full of sex scenes. I don't mind the sex scenes I just have to skip them if Jesse is downstairs. He's upstairs at the moment online gaming with his friends. 

I'm on day 5 of my Mounjaro diet and I'm already 5lbs down. I've got zero appetite. I'm eating on it but no where near as much as I was eating so I'm happy. 

Jasper's just gone home, he slept last night. He went the cinema with his mates to watch the Minecraft movie, even though we watched it a few days ago.

I love having my kids around me.

I'm going to have a cup of tea and carry on watching Power.

Hope you have a lovely Monday.