April 29th Tuesday.
Just had my 11th driving lesson. I thought I'd forget everything I've learnt with not having a lesson over half term, but I didn't, it went well. I've decided have a lesson a fortnight from now on instead of weekly because it's £40 a lesson and I just can't afford it weekly. It'll take me longer to pass but that's ok. We're nearly in May, and June 2nd is literally around the corner. June 2nd the day my world went dark, my son passed away. I'm dreading it. How has a year nearly gone by so fast? How have I made it through each day since my son tragically passed away? I've said it before, but I honestly believe Olanzopine saved my life! It's a shame i have to rely on medication just to get through each day, not alot I can do about it is there. Just got to keep taking my meds morning and night and just hope i get better. I've not mentioned it for a while, but I still think about dying most days. If I was dead I wouldn't have to deal ...