April 25th Friday.

Had such a good day yesterday,  in the morning i met my friend Tom for breakfast at a cafe and took Jesse-John with me, then in the afternoon Rachael and Ange came to visit for a few hours. When I'm doing stuff and seeing people it does me the world of good. Its when I'm sat at home alone that my mind goes on overdrive. I dreamt about my dad last night, I can't remember the dream, but I remember him being there. I still haven't dreamt about my son. I wish I would because I miss him so much.

I've got my brother coming in an hour for the day, so I'll be ok today. I'm just doing a wash so I can peg it out on the line. The sun is shining. 

My diets been terrible this week with going out to places and having food. I really shouldn't of had desert the other day but I did. Yesterday I ate loads of chocolate and today I'm covered in spots. I'm giving up chocolate, well I'm going to try and give it up.

I made a home made cottage pie yesterday for tea, it was lovely and the kids loved it. Jasper will be here at some point today and then he'll sleep tomorrow night.

I love having my boys around me, it fills my heart with love.

I'm not feeling to bad today, mentally speaking. Once Jesse goes back school Monday ill be able concentrate on my diet better. Easter hasn't helped at all. I absolutely love Easter eggs haha. I'm murder for chocolate. 

I can't wait to go church Sunday. I just love being there and then Monday, it's back to getting up early for the school run. Not going lie, I've loved my lie ins. I love being asleep. Its my escape from the world. 

Anyway, enjoy your Friday what ever you are doing.