February 8th Sunday.

Showered, wash, dried and straightened my hair this morning ready for my date tomorrow. Not going lie im a bit nervous, but im going to go. Met up with 3 of my friends today for a catch up. Jesse is having a sleepover at Damians so I have the bed to myself. Jasper is here, hes sleeping over. Ive just climbed into bed with my dog and im going sleep soon. Its not been a bad day mentally speaking. Tomorrow I will be a week off the weed. Its not been easy, but im trying my best and thats all I can do. Jesse breaks up Thursday for half term. Can't wait not have do the school run. Last night Natalie said 'why dont I stay up late, with it being a Saturday night?'. First of all, fuck off. I can go bed what ever time I want, but secondly im medicated morning and night and my night time meds make me sleepy. Pissed me off a bit when she said that. I can go sleep what ever time I want. I like being in bed for 9. Not got Jesse here now and im still in bed for 9 and I plan on going sleep very soon haha. Told you before, sleep is my escape from the world. Anyway, we'll see how tomorrow goes. If the conversation doesnt flow i won't be seeing her again, so we'll see what happens. Not that bothered about being with anyone if im honest. I might be depressed, but im very independent. I dont need to be with anyone, im good on my own. Ill let you know how it goes tomorrow. Im going sleep now, so goodnight.