January 29th Thursday.

Had to block that girl ive been chatting to last night. Everything was fine. She said she was out having a drink, I thought fair enough, shes not drinking with me so I dont mind. But then she started speaking to me horrible, she was swearing at me. I said who do you think youre talking to and she said 'you' with an exclamation mark. If thats how she can speak to me a month into chatting, then can you imagine further on along the line. Ive worked too damn hard for the peaceful life I have now. No way is someone going speak to me like that. I blocked her on wattsapp and Facebook, then she blew my phone up with messages, so had to block her number too. Not going lie, im gutted, but im sorry im not being spoken to like im something on the bottom of your shoe. So anyway, thats the end of that. I give up. Maybe im just better off on my own. Haven't gone the cafe this morning, just wasn't feeling it. Im currently using stain remover on Jesses favourite blanket because he had a nose bleed and there's blood over it. He got upset because hes had it since he was little. So its in the washer now. Hopefully the stain remover I put on first will work. Was lying in bed last night thinking about my dad's death. I was thinking, either way my dad was going to die early. The esophageal cancer killed him, but he also had skin cancer and cirrhosis of the liver. I was never going to have my dad for long and it makes me sad. My dad loved his alcohol and so did I. He was my drinking buddy and my best friend. One of the reasons I dont drink anymore since my dad's been gone. Today is a shit day. I feel like shit.