December 3rd Wednesday.

Erm, ive not felt too bad today. Not done alot, but Jensen took me Starbucks for a pumpkin spiced frape. How have I done 41 years without one? Was so nice. How blessed am I that my children as they grow older, still want to do things with their mum. Thank you Jesus for the bond I have with my children. Today im feeling very blessed. Its days like today that keep me going. Something so small, like going for a coffee with my 22 year old son, has had a massive impact on me. Sort of slaps you in the face, that my children are the reason im alive and ive got to live. For them. My boys need their mum and I need them. On the way home, we were talking about covid jabs because we'd just seen a sign for boosters, anyway, we both said how we'd only had ours so we could go abroad and then I said, Jay-Dee never had any and I said and look where he is. We both laughed and Jensen said he was about to say the same thing haha. I said its a good job we can make jokes and he said we'll both be crying later. We laughed. Might have only been an hour out to a coffee shop, but that hour meant the world to me. Thank God I made it through another day. A more positive blog today. Thank God.