....Trigger Warning....

I self harmed yesterday. Selfharming doesn't mean i'm trying to kill myself, it's simply surface cuts we do as a release. A release of all the emotions I can't control that are going on in my body. Fathers Day was a trigger. This was bound to happen. It's happened and now we move on. I've slept today, I never nap in the day but I feel so drained, i'm so sad inside. I wonder how long Pathological Grief lasts??? Asking for myself? When will I start to feel better mentally? How long am I going to suffer? When am I going to enjoy being alive? I'm not sure I can keep living my life like this.

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