November 6th Wednesday.
I went the cafe this morning to see my friends and I just sat there with nothing to say. I had lunch today with my church family and yet again, I sat there with nothing to say but, I smiled when someone spoke to me. Then I went on week 6 of my bereavement course, where I could freely talk about my Dad and my son, this did me the world of good. I've spent the day being busy and I feel better for it. I've cooked tea for the kids, steak pie with mash, fresh carrots and gravy. I'm feeling ok today, I got a bit tearful doing the bereavement course but that's understandable. It's still so early after my sons death. The Christmas community choir starts again next week which I'm part of, it will be my 3rd Christmas doing this with my church family. We do a concert at St Mary's church just before Christmas. I absolutely love being apart of the choir. I've always loved to sing. I won't lie though, the fear of god goes through me when I'm on that church st