February 10th Monday.

So, I went church yesterday,  Damian took Jesse out for the day. I absolutely love going to church. It fills me with so much peace and love. I love my church family.

I've just got back from seeing my friends in the cafe. I've got such a good group of friends, who are very supportive. 

I didn't want get out of bed this morning, I contemplated letting Jesse have the day off school, but i forced myself to take him and I'm glad I did. 

I've got no plans for today except cleaning. Oh the joys.

As much as I think to myself that I can't do this anymore, I am in fact doing this. I'm getting up everyday and I'm getting through each day and for that I'm thankful.

I brought my friend Tom a thank you gift. It's a selection of chocolates that say 'thankyou'. He checks up on me daily to see if I'm ok so I thought it would be nice. It's nice to show appreciation. I gave it him this morning in the cafe.

I'm not feeling too bad today mentally speaking. I'm doing ok. 

I'm sad that my son and dad are no longer here, that'll never change, but I'm trying my best and that's all I can do.

I've got my 3rd driving lesson tomorrow, I'm hoping the more I have the more confident I'll become. Fingers crossed.

Anyway, have a blessed day.