September 3rd Tuesday.

So Jesse went back to school today, after the 6 week holidays. The days went by so slowly, yet so fast at the same time. Weird.
I joined PureGym this morning and I start next Monday with my friend.
I walked my dog today, it's not alot, but I'm doing bits. I made pasta for tea, can't remember the last time I made something other than air fryer meals. God I've been so depressed. 
I also washed my hair today. Today is a better day, yet I sit typing this filled with sadness. 
I don't want to live like this anymore, but I don't know how to get better. I don't know what I'm meant to do to get better mentally. I sat in the cafe this morning chatting with my friend and the whole time I felt dead inside. Imagine if you do a big exhale and keep exhaling till you can't anymore, that feeling you can feel in the pit of your stomach, that is how I feel daily. Its like life left my body, there's nothing inside of me anymore. 
Today was a better day but I still feel dead inside.

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