In just over a weeks time it will of been 3 years since my father passed away, my best friend left me all alone.. Not really sure how I have managed to stay alive these past few years. As a mother, we must get our strength from our children because they are the only reason I am still here. Dissociation is a real thing because I have very little memory of the past 3 years, I honestly dont know how ive made it. Where have the last 3 years gone?