The struggle is real.

Olanzopine = weight gain :( So, I have gained 2 stone since I have been on this medication. Not only am I depressed, but now all I keep thinking about is gaining weight. So basically, i'm sad and fat!! Great!! Just another thing added to the list of things wrong with me. You'd think with how often I say, "life is too short", i'd not be bothered about weight gain.. well I am bothered, very bothered. Best of it is, I have to take them just to feel some what normal and try to keep myhead above water. Does that mean I will be on Olanzopine and Venlafexine for the rest of my life? Bullshit this life is! So, I am still working at my youngest sons school, it is only an hour a day but it has made a massive improvement in my depression. I'm not spending my days in bed, thinking about it now, last year (2022) I spent the majority of it in bed, alone. I was so depressed last year, I almost killed myself.. Olazopine might be making me fat but by god did this medication save my life!!!!! I wonder when I am going to die, I can't wait to see my dad again.