April 6th Sunday.

I went to Church this morning. Felt so much better for going. Don't enjoy waking up early on a Sunday, but so glad I do and so glad I went. I think it's 2 weeks until my baptism. It's coming around so fast. Had a tshirt delivered that's says My Baptism Day on for me to wear on the day, obviously haha. Don't know why I'm so nervous about it..

Went Asda after church to replace the Easter eggs I keep eating. Roll on when my Mounjaro arrives and suppresses my appetite. 

I've been to see 2 of my friends this afternoon which was nice.

Today has been a good day.

I've come home, gotten a bath and got into clean pj's.

Jesse went out with Damian this morning and he's still not home. Damian isn't his biological father, but Jesse believes that he is his dad and that's fine with me. Damian has him every Sunday and always takes him out for the day. They have such a beautiful bond. Just goes to show, it doesn't take DNA to be a father. He's a good man, Damian is. I'm so grateful to have him in my life. He's gotten me through some dark days with his dry sense of humour. If I tell him I'm feeling low, he will message something funny to take my mind off things. I'm thankful for him.

I'm going to bath Jesse when he gets home so he's nice and clean for school tomorrow and we'll both have an early night.

I'm thinking of ordering us a Chinese for tea. Jesse's like my little best friend. I really do love my children so much, that's why I get sad when I think of one of them in heaven. I know my son is safe with his grandad in God's arms. I know they'll be waiting for me for when it's my time to go.

The sun is shinning and I'm feeling ok, today has been a better day. Thank you Jesus.